我的心在流血，眼泪不知觉得流下来。。。

刚才爸爸打电话给我 跟我说他要回来sabah是在什么时候

然后他叫我最小弟弟听电话 我就开扬声器 让他们方便讲

然后在电话里传到一个声音 是公公的声音

我赶快把电话接器 就一直叫“阿公，阿公。。”

在电话里我根本就听不出我公公说什么 因为他中风了

所以不能开口说话 只能发出声音 我问他“你还好吗？”

在电话里面他很激动 我不知道发生什么事

我婆婆就赶快跟我讲话 说公公听到我的声音哭了

他说很想念我 我就好心痛 公公既然第一次会说很想念我

我感到开心也很伤心 开心是我公公有想我

不开心是 他不再像以前那样那么强壮了

我宁愿每天被他骂讲 也不要他现在这个样子

挂上电话 我的眼泪就流下来了 我哭了

真的哭了 以前我总是跟我公公顶嘴

现在这个样子 我真的觉得以前我真的很坏，不听话

我这个不孝女 我是坏孙 最没有用的孙

haiz。。。

我公公中风了 不知道为什么突然间中风

公公的身体一向很好的 那天听到他中风 心就痛了下

听说中风随时会走得 我就觉得不可能那么夸张吧

算了 希望公公不会事情

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Tagged by Sim Sim

Rules:
Once you've been tagged,you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.
At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = Food.
2. last phone call = My Father...
3. last text message = Ah Rong
4. last song you listened to = Remember me by T.I feat Mary J.Blige
5. last time you cried = a month ago...

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = hmm..no...
7. been cheated on = yep...
8. kissed someone & regretted it = no...
9. lost someone special = yes...
10. been depressed = donno...
11. been drunk and threw up = Nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Red
13. Black
14. Chocolate

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = yeah...3 new fren...hehe...
16. Fallen out of love = no...
17. Laughed until you cried = no...
18. Met someone who changed you = hmm..donno..
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes..
20. Found out someone was talking about you = hmmm..
21. Kissed anyone on your FS friend's list = no...

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FS friends list do you know in real life = hmm...donno...lazy to count...
24. Do you have any pets = she is gone...5555
25. Do you want to change your name = Don't want...i love my name...
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Forget already...
27. What time did you wake up today = hehe...3.30p.m...haha...
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Watching 康熙来了...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = PSP!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Now...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Be rich woman~~
32. What are you listening to right now = no...
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = no...
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = hmm...
35. Most visited webpage = http://www.friendster.com , http://www.facebook.com , http//www.tagged.com
36. Where you want to be right now = Tanjung Aru~
37. Nicknames = Fiona
38. Relationship Status = Single...
39. Zodiac sign = horse~~
41. Elementary = hmm...
42. Middle school = huh?
43. Hair colour = black now...
44. Long or short = short...
46. Height = 160+
47. Do you have a crush on someone = donno...
48. What do you like aboNope = huh??
50. Tattoos = hope can get one...haha...
51. Righty or lefty = what?
52. First surgery = Forgotten.
53. First piercing = ears...
54. First best friend = Ling Chai Ying
55. First kiss = haha...
56. First vacation = haha...
57. First crush = donno..

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = not
60.Drinking = not
61. I'm about to = hmm...
62. Listening to = no...
63.Waiting for = person i love...

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = ofcoz!!
65. Get married = of coz!!
66. Career = erm...

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = lips
68. Hugs or kisses = Both
69. Shorter or taller = Taller
70. Older or Younger = Younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both
73. Sensitive or loud = Loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship = erm...
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hmmm....

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No..
77. Drank hard liquor = no...
78. Lost glasses/contacts = no..
79. Sex on first date = i'm good girl...
80. Broken someone's heart = donno...maybe...
81. Had your own heart broken = of coz...
82. Been arrested = No
83. Turned someone down = erm...
84. Cried when someone died = yeah...my doggie~
85. Fallen for a friend? = no..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = half half...
87. Miracles = hmm...half..
88. Love at first sight = not...
89. Heaven = of coz...
90. Santa Claus = may b...haha...
91. Kiss on the first date = hmm?
92. Angels = haha...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= no...
95. Did you sing today? = yea...
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = yeah...
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = 2 yerss ago...
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? =donno...
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = yep...

Tag=

Kyle
Ms Kexin
Tears
Lulu
Billy Syn

我的秘密。。。

我有一个秘密 很想跟我的好朋友们分享

但我很害怕 我害怕他们会用一种眼光来看我

我害怕我讲了以后 他们会开始疏远我

我不敢说出来 我的好朋友都不知道 家人也不知道

我 我不想隐瞒 但我还能怎么办

除了隐瞒 我还能怎么办

不知道 不知道。。。

头痛

这几天都在为自己的前途着想 我应该继承妈妈的事业还是去学头发呢？

如果我不继承 妈妈的事业就没有人继承了 我知道 如果我继承妈妈事业

我以后就不愁吃不愁穿 但我不喜欢妈妈的事业 啊~

想到都头痛 妈妈这几天都在教我怎么画衣服 怎么剪布

我好讨厌 感觉哪个不是我自己 每当我在学 脾气就对妈妈超不好

不知道为什么 可能不是自己喜欢的东西吧 但是没有办法啊

我是家里唯一的一个女儿 我不继承难道叫我弟弟？ 我弟弟都不要

啊~ 好矛盾哦。。。

天nar。。请你让我pass啦~

啊~ 最近一直在折磨我的头脑 逼自己一定要记得我所读的东西

我已经考三次了 如果再不pass 我真的会崩溃的啦！！

刚才我去google里面搜寻 看看有没有试做的 结果有给我找到

我就按进去试下我会不会做 结果做完了 竟然50题只对29题

哎呀 没有希望啦~ 没有希望啦~ 我要pass啦！ 我要驾车啦！

我要自己开车出完玩啦~ 我不能tahan在家啦~ 我要工作啦~

我要赚钱啦~ 哎哟 我一定要pass啦~ 我已经很辛苦的念啦~

我已经逼自己去记得那些我读的东西啦~ 为什么还是给我不pass啦~

我不想第四次再去考 不及格又被念啦 我不要啦~

哎哟 只好再继续努力了啦 5555

越想越烦，越烦就越害怕。。。

arr！！ 最近一直被妈妈念 念我没有去好好读车的law

哎哟 我一想到要读 我就很头痛啦 我一向就很害怕考试的

怕不及格又要还钱考过 哎哟 怎么办啦？ 我越想就越害怕跟烦啦

我努力的读就是进不到脑 怎样喝补脑汁都没有用啦

哎哟 不要想的时候妈妈又在那边念 听了就烦 烦了压力就来

啊！！ 死死读也不进脑 我的头脑实在是太烂了拉 haiz

怎么办啦 都已经读了很多个月 但是还是进不到脑 有没有搞错的哦？？

啊 看来我还是要继续努力读下去啦~~